Cerebro:
First, it doesn't have to take months for a med to work. Some people feel better in days to one week. And the voices go away. There is help for those other feelings too. Never mind, about how long you would have to take medication. That is the doctor's decision ... all that matters is right now. Do you want to feel better? If you do, go to the doctor. If you don't know where to find a psych doctor you can call your local hospital and ask them for a social worker. Tell them you need help. The social worker can find you the right doctor.
Like most illnesses, it is best to get this now ... the sooner the better and the better chance to get well. Everyone is different. We do not know exactly what you have. But I do recognize it as a mental disorder for which there is treatment.
Please pick up your phone and call. You can even call a hotline for information about where to call. Or you could go directly to the emergency room. You would get a doctor immediately if you do that.
Please go. You need to take care of this. It will not go away by itself.
I wish you the best.
JJ