Same boat. Over 30 years here. Tried it all. Nothing works. Can't do this alone anymore. Lost everything ... job (many years ago), family and friends. Its a b****.
Anyone want to talk/support/leave a message for me.

I can't even think straight I am so down. It's an ordeal to even take a shower. can't leave the house. cant do anything. I don't care that I am saying this here. I am in bad shape.

If you believe in God, please pray for me. I am in so much pain. If you are also in pain and need a friend, I am caring person who will talk to you. Just post and let me know somehow..