thank you for your reply! As far as US,, yes we are in the same bedroom, we hang out, go to my sons games together, he introduces me to his friends at work as his girlfriend. Its just that one day we'll be fine, things will be soo good, then the next out of nowhere he snaps, hes gets so cold hearted.
Its like hes confused to. He started his own buisness, and he works his full time job, and in the military, so hes got alot going on. And I dont have a car, or a job for that matter, I've been looking but without a vehicle its hard. I think that right now I"m causing more stress for him, and that maybe he doesn't want me here because of that. And you sound alot like me as far as the pushing to work things out. I just dont want to lose him. I just want to hear him say that he loves me again ya know?

Yesterday we got into it over something stupid, he told me that I had one week to get out, he didn't want me here, and the only reason that he let me stay is because no one else wanted me. But later that night he said that I need to find a job so that I can help with bills and have my own spending money. I dont understand.. he confuses me sooo bad. I mean when he leaves for work, he leaves me money on the counter. He calls to make sure I'm ok for lunch. He still cuddles with me at night, its just so off and on. I'm an emotional person and I cry easily, and he gets irritated.

How can I make him want me,, I mean really want me again, like what kinds of things should I do, or shouldn't I do? Hes' leaving for three weeks in june, for the military things, I think that might help us ,, the space