I've tried and tried to reach out, make friends and learn from others experiences. I post and post trying to get someone to to just listen, I rarely get replies and when I do its almost as if their asking me if I'm irrational, I'm no different then you guys I'm depressed whats so difficult about it? Its not some game I'm playing its a hurtful reality that is hard for me to understand I need help, oh well I see you all hate me......................................Goodbye pc I'm leaving.