Hi.I am an Alcoholic and an Addict. I am currently using Meth. I have been on a binge for about a month. I want to stop and go back to my meetings and my mental health groups but I just stay in my room and isolate and do drugs and get on my computer. I have been focusing on my son who is a Narcissist and my granddaughter. it's a bad situation. But I realize that I have been spending so much time trying to deal with that situation, that I am ignoring my own problem with my Bipolar and Addiction. I need to get help so I don't kill myself using these drugs.