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i am very sorry to read your post. It is a call out due to desperation. Wish I could help you out. I don't know where you live, but in the US. There are shelters with private rooms along with housing assistance. Every where I have ever been, there has been emergency shelter and help. Perhaps there are some avenues you have not explored. I know what it is like to think the way you are thinking. I would be very worried if you had a sense or peace and let go of everything. Being up set and the way you are maybe a good sign. I recall when I was truly ready everything was very peaceful and felt like everything just washed away. I kind of resided myself to the notion. So I hope your state of mind is a good sign. Hope that makes sense. I hope you make it through this and please ask for help. Help us out there.
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when people try and crush your soul, remember that only you can damage yourself.
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