I haven't seen my T in a month or so now. He's been out of town for a conference and then called and left a message cancelling our last appointment adding another 2 weeks on the already long time without seeing him. Fearing now that somethings happened and he doesn't want to see me anymore, like I've done something wrong. I don't know why he cancelled the last appointment, he just said something came up and he had to cancell. I have so much going on right now with losing my job next month, my brother being very sick and on a feeding tube, and moving into a new house which has the insiders confused and upset about being in a different place. Very scared that at the next appointment T will say he's moving or something and won't be seeing me any longer or somethings really wrong with him. Feeling very abandon yet again by a T. I've had a number of T's that just quit seeing me. Just can't understand right now.
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Back, I've lost months, months !
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