Maybe, but l have sometimes asked her about T, particularly when she knew her much better than I did because I was new and had never actually met T until after doing online therapy for several months. And I do want the information still, I just wish that T would tell me and I didn't have to get it second-hand. When my friend told me about the extra session due to a cancellation, that was one of the worst hurts because I had mentioned asking about cancellations, and after she told me she sensed that I was upset and said maybe she shouldn't have told me that. I wasn't sure why she did - that's still a painful wound and it was several months ago.