Hi jjishere,

Your post touched me. Although I don't suffer from treatment resistant depression, I have been right down there in what I call a "Dark Night of the Soul". It was the most horrible place to be and the way you have described yourself, sounds like how I felt at that time. I'm lucky because I was able to crawl my way out of the darkness, but there were many, many times when I was in the midst of it that I felt that I could no longer continue. The pain, despair and anguish was almost intolerable.

I pray that you can somehow find a way out of where you are at.

Please take care and be kind to yourself.

Love Jannaku x