So sorry this is how you are feeling anxiousdepressed. I know the feeling sometimes life can feel so overwhelming. It sucks when we let ourselves get to that point. I know you are not seeking advice but you do sound like me and I think maybe we both need some ME time! I was blaming the way I was feeling on the weather changing because this is that time of year when I start to sink a bit. I have noticed myself just wanting to cry and feeling pretty worthless. Just wanted to let you know I took the time to read this and I can relate.