I want to go back to 3 years ago and function the way I did then. I had bad times and good times and I did what I needed to do. Only thing I can think of why it got this bad is that I have lost two very important people in my life + therapist became a real B*** to me ... because I don't respond as she put it. She is putting me to fault for not responding. What??!!!. Blame the victim. I can't go elsewhere as that place is the only game in town and I can't go over her head as she is at the top there. Insurance doesn't cover anything but that crappy clinic. I so hate this disease.
If you care at all, if you have suffered at all, please pray for me. Thank you. JJ