I've had to post here there's nowhere else I go with this without sounding stupid.

My 6yo wants to go trick or treating and I desperately don't want to do it. The thought of knocking on strangers doors makes me feel physically sick. I've managed to put it off every year but this year my excuses won't wash. She's adamant she wants to go and I feel like I shouldn't put it off because her friends will be doing it and she should experience it.

I don't know how I'm going to get through this. I'm trying to find somewhere where there will be families getting involved but I've got no idea where to go. This is by far one of the most stressful things ever.. How appropriate on Halloween I'm terrified! But for all the wrong reasons 😢