I hope that you can see that your mind might be distorting how you view this forum...I think everyone has done an excellent job in response to your subject line.

This is probably the fourth or fifth post like this of yours...I don't think we can force you to see that this is a caring community. You will have to make that decision for yourself.

From one of your first posts you indicated that other forums didn't like you. Are you sure that is really the case?