I can understand where you're coming from Pickle; I often find it easy and rewarding to help others clean their houses.

(((((A big 'Messy' hug)))))

I've been doing a bit better. I try to go to sleep and wake at scheduled times. I NOW drink coffee of a morning and make sure I hope into the shower (what a difference that makes). Of course, the odd perfectionist that I am, I'm still not statisfied with the appearance of my home yet but I'm determined to climb out of my messy ways!