I don't know what the outcome for you will be...

The last time I SI'ed it was severe enough where I needed medical attention. I got so many "threats" (as I like to call them). My T threatened hospital or crisis house. My Pdoc threatened hospital, crisis house, losing my T, and losing her and having to go to county clinic.

In the end, everything turned out okay...I just wound up learning many lessons and some boundaries. With my Pdoc, her threat was simply because they're not equipped to handle medical attention and it causes their services to become backed up by having to try to medically treat someone. So the threat was due to the severity and also how they have to operate.