Well hopefully you will soon be able to just shrug off the "number" and go about living.

You said your stable now and cant think of a goal? Well doesn't that go against there "number"
I guess that is why I see no positive purpose for a number

Goals? Sure work on self awareness, self esteem,coping skills,mindfulness, healthy boundaries with husband and extended family, ... Any of those are perfect starting points for anyone going into Therapy.

Knowing the Baker act rules is all fine and good, if you hit a point where you need IP always always sign yourself in.

Have you gone to the beach yet to watch the sunset?