I'd be afraid of that, even though most of my things are already in cartons away from my reach or apartment. Sorry to hear about your missing/damaged belongings. I'm trying to think if I saw your episode but I have no idea. Most of the Hoarding eps end well, whereas the Hoarders eps don't always end so well. I've considered nominating myself for a program just to get some help but I don't think I could do it. I admire your courage!