So. I been diagnosed as bipolar or originally manic depressive. Been this way since age 13. It has never gone away or gotten better. I am 39 now! The sadness is so bad I can't get out of bed some days..I isolate myself in my room most days..until I feel wonderful again.then I am very artistic. I paint abstract paintings. Pretty dang good too..an I have so much energy I could clean a house in one day top to bottom an people do not annoy me at all like this..I am pretty entertaining an fun to be around like this..anyways..during the sad days. I am extremely irritable..or easily annoyed I say things I don't mean. Snap at anyone in my path..its hard to be around anyone like this cuz i dont want to hurt them or their feelings and I cannot control it..I don't feel energetic tho..more like very tired an extremely moody..during the sadness i sleep like 10 to 15 hours a day. I dont hardley eat..I have tried most meds..I just wish I could not feel this annoyed..mad at the world..feeling. Cuz I spend most of my days like this!!!.can anyone relate??? If so please share