(((((((((Moonkin))))))))))))))
I'm sorry you feel that way. I hope you find the support you need by staying here, which would be nice-in real life, which probably would be better, or from another website.
Sometimes we have to accept what we're given. If you become too specific as to what kind of a response you want then you may lose those who are trying to care but aren't responding in the way you want them to. Know what I mean?
You may just be feeling very insecure and needy right now and that's natural with a depression. We care!!! Hold on, okay? We hear you!!!