Sorry about how others make you feel. I've been in the same boat I live a life of being a Cinderella all the time not the good part the bad life picking up after others who are making a mess at first I was dealing with the anger and other stuff. I had to work on myself loving who I am it was hard at first but it gets better always remember other people are sick and they don't know how they treat others because they are not happy so they put others down in order for them to feel better. I just hope you sit down and look at the whole picture write it down how you feel and what you need to work on today. Don't give up on your happiness because always remember your in control of your life and you allow things to damage your self esteem. When you set healthy boundaries on yourself and others it will start to work even keeping your mouth quiet when they are being rude to you just bite your tounge and tell them thank you and walk away be the better person remind yourself you don't have to play their games of being a animal your a human who needs others to love you for you if you can't get it from them find people who will help you it will get better.