I can pretty much panic when I feel too good. First of all, when growing up, my father seemed to be very moody. I am, too. So when I was feeling really good, my father would be in a bad mood and bring me down. It was like a sin to be happy and feel good. I guess that's where I feel like there's something wrong when I feel too good.


Feeling good for me does not last too long. Especially in the last few years. I go through a little bit of a good streak, and then it's a matter of time when something will go wrong. And the bad feelings would last a while. Yet, for some strange reason, I would feel more comfortable when I feel bad than feeling good.