Just heard through the grapevine that my friend N has been talking about how she "can't deal" with my ana. I had asked for help/support from her and she said she wanted to be supportive but she's been pretty distant and I feel like she doesn't respond to my talking about what's going on unless I sugar coat it. But apparently the minimal attention she's paid it so far is "too much" for her. She's done this when I've had crises before, kind of the quintessential fair weather friend I guess, too bad it's always storming where I am...

This also means that several more people know about my ed than I realized, though I suppose I don't expect her to keep secrets from her girlfriend at least...