Hi. I read what you wrote about only wanting to take plants. I get it. I go to a naturopath. The woman who has an herb shop is a friend of mine. I even used to go to a homeopathic pdoc. But I am on regular pharm medication for anxiety and depression. Because the other stuff did not help enough. The herbalist has cancer. She is not taking plant based chemo unless they recommend it.

The point is that its worth it to take the regular pharmesudecal (sp?) stuff if its going to help. I know that some of these drugs can help with hearing voices and seeing things. I know it because I have talked with several people who have gotten huge relief from them. It may be 2 or 3. But thats totally okay. Because if it works then isnt it worth its weight in gold?

I really hope you will not let your fear get in the way. And that you will reach out. Those voices may try to get you to not get help. But I hope you fight with everything you have to get the help you deserve Please dont let them win. okay?