I'm still trying to find my fit here, too. For me, my depression isolates me in the first place. Then I show up here and and there are many established friendships (which is a very good thing), but I still feel like the kid looking in the candy store window.

I think it reflects how I feel about myself, rather than any "clique-ish-ness" on the part of veteran members here. But like you, I am tiptoeing around.

If it helps any, my original posting name (on another site) was rainyday. Now I'm partlycloudy, so the weather is improving! Before the year is out I hope to be mostlysunny.

Hang in there, and keep posting...

pc

"Plays well with others"