Thank you all. I know this place is good for me, but I spend more time trying to help others, and leave my issues unspoken. This is my third denial, but, my lawyer believes my case is winnable. My mom's return to die is probably the biggest variable in my free fall into severe depression, but I get a new psychiatrist Friday who is doing a full psychological evaluation which will hopefully get my meds working better, and more importantly give my case more ammunition. Not quite right is not going anywhere. Much love to the pc community.