I don't ever plan to be more drugged then I have to. I'll out right refuse to take the meds if need be. I have a feeling this therapist has BP also. He says that he won't be concerned unless I'm impulsive or have a plan. This last set of doctors were really good at letting me decide my treatment for better or worse, even when delusional. So being in a new state, with a new team is scary.
I would not try to run. I wouldn't mind no food. I'm female so it's less likely for outright fights more likely for cattiness. I'm currently trying to find the best treatment place so that I am not placed in state hospitals.
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Me- SzA
Husband- Bipolar 1
Daughter- mood disorder+
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