Hi! That is a ton to deal with. I don't really know what to say except that you will pick up the pieces, slowly but surely. What are your immediate plans for shelter? Do you know where the shelters are in your city or town? Or nearby??? I'm so sorry you're going through this. You won't be lost for long. It's going to be OK. You will come through this.

If you are feeling suicidal, please go to the ER and tell them that! There are seriously worse things than going to the ER, so don't be afraid! They can help.