Thanks very much for all the things that you all have written, you have no idea how it can help on a bad day.

I will treasure it. No, I honestly think he is very gay. And when we kissed, he said nothing, so did I. We've never talked about it again. But as I said, we were drunk while doing it, we didn't have "a moment" whatsoever.

I'm trying to keep some distance, not see Him every day. It's going fine I guess, though sometimes it makes me sick to my stomach. But well, what can I do.