I tried listening to what you all had to say, and I appreciate it.

It's just, I'm so damn frustrated and triggered.

I'm going to damn cut myself to bits and pieces because no one gives a **** about anyone anymore. Especially not here. The people who call themselves my "friends" don't give a rats *** about me.

I'm a freak, a weirdo. I'm just going to chop everything off. I don't care anymore. No one cares. If I died tonight no one would give a damn.