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Originally Posted by hamster-bamster
Oh my, I think that you are right in your characterizing them as mafia that did not let you in. And the whole thing was just the worst possible scenario for you, because the hurts and vulnerabilities that you had harbored since early childhood got exposed in this relationship and retraumatized a thousand times if I can put it this way.
What is your current situation? Do you have income and stable housing?
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Thank you sooo much for your reply, i was so nervous to share this, I'm in tears ! Yes it traumatized me and i thought i was going insane till 6 years ago when i couldn't physically work anymore, i have a phobia, real anxiety on being around people now, many other hard relations came after the mafia but thankfully i found my husband who is ok with me being here and after finding this peace i realized my first attempt on intimacy and contact with Societ which was with the mafia is still a raw trauma so i decided to seek help from you guys.
God bless you.