I was feeling anxious this morning. I felt good that I called her back after 5 mins of talking to her. So I guess it's up to her to phone me back today. I told her that i'd let her know today, but I let her know yesturday that Transportation wasn't an issue right now, does that make sense?

I'm not feeling so good today though, headachy, it's tha time of the month too so feeling yucky as it is and anxiety is just adding to it.

Making a coffee that I likely don't need or want, but i'm hoping it will help this dull ache in my head.

Our friend is coming down soon and we are suppose to go out for lunch with him somewhere before he goes to work. My cousin is coming tomorrow so at least I am doing stuff for the rest of the week.

Just not feeling good. I called my psychiatrist and told her not to call me back that I Was fine.

She has me watching what I eat and how much I eat because i'm having alot of anxiety with food right now, and sometimes i'm avoiding it, it's becoming a fear. Not a good fear...

Also she has me doing stuff from my job list with applying, making out cover letters for faxes, doing half full cup siuations where I exceled despite the anxiety.

So we'll see got a lot of homework this week.

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<font color=blue>"Never react emotionally to criticism. Analyze yourself to determine whether it is justified. If it is, correct yourself. Otherwise, go on about your business."</font color=blue>

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