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Originally Posted by Kiya
I'm sorry you are not being heard, validated or believed! In USA suicide became so high that people finally are taking it (mostly) seriously. Especially since even our Hollywood Stars are attempting/committing.  I hope for you that these waves stay just waves and not become attempts. Do you have a suicide hotline you can call? You might check one out so that you have at least that on your side when no one else (but us here at PC) will listen. Be as safe as you can be! |
Kiya I see, I can't recall any Polish actor/musician/etc who would suicide, it's very rare here, so maybe that's why ppl are careless about this topic and don't take it serious..
I wonder now if maybe my suicide feelings and thoughts are OCD? like this obsessive thoughts about being possessed etc... My life sucks since 4 years, but generally I want to live.. today I had thoughts like I don't want to live on this planet anymore probably thanks to my parents and what psychiatrist said, 'you are wasting your life', it hit me hard because I know this very well, I hear everyday how old and useless I am, but how am I supposed to live when I have anxiety panic and agoraphobia and no one really tries to help? >.>
I checked and there is suicide hotline, from monday to friday, 4pm-9pm.. great, my not dear suicide thoughts, wait till monday, even if you are coming right now
eh. I don't feel fear of killing myself like before, just heavy derealization and damn thoughts.. good that I found that forum I feel this is the only place where ppl understands me
