I'm in tears, i'm so sorry for what happened, you are very loyal and true to what you feel for being alone, wow.
Yes it is time, it is overdue and if you can understand and accept what happened you can move on, i buried and didn't think it was a problem, I've been mad, i've hated them all but it's all gonne, i'm still so confused like it was just yesterday that i just want to know what the heck happened exactly, laughs, and i'm seeking for as many point of views as i can, i'm too deep to see anything clearly.

First loves are devastating, i'm sorry it messed you, it did me too.

I'm here for you specially as you know how it's like, you're not alone.
Thank you so much for answering me, it was important.

God bless you, may you heal dear.