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So these past couple days or weeks I've been terrified of getting sick (the throwing up kind). I have this HUGE huge phobia of it and it's been controlling my life. I'm only 17, and I went from 140 (medicine infused) to 112, then I dropped 10 more pounds to like 100-102. But last night I was so paranoid and afraid and I was like barely breathing (it was harsh to breathe),I was shaking like a leaf (even my teeth were chattering) and I was freaked out until I went to bed and finally told myself to relax. I don't feel nauseas half the time, I just get super super scared and paranoid. Like even now, the stomach flu is going around my school I think (one kid said he ate nothing but crackers since Monday, and another kid said she felt sick to we stomach. Okay, two people MAYBE... But still). I like pump myself full of probiotics and vitamin C and health tonic until I consider myself safe. But does anyone else go through this? I'm at my wits end. Please save me somebody, lol. Thanks.
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