This makes me very

to hear Kori ...
Those of us who've read what you wrote up there and taken the time to respond? ...
We
DO Give A Damn!
I hope you decide (as painful as life is and can be) to stick around and give yourself the time to learn to love yourself and really, really heal.
I'm going to tell you what I truly believe ...
I truly believe that a person's choice whether or not to stick around is theirs and theirs alone, however, if you do decide to go that route:
There will be a hole in this Universe where you're supposed to be (and actually do belong) and that will be a very sad thing!
Indeed!
Hoping you decide to stick around and give it one more try, not only now, but everytime you feel this strongly about destroying yourself.

,
Pfrog!