I am scared that I will never be the same or feel the same way again. I had great love for my daughter and for my family in general but I have been deeply hurt and abused verbally and rejected and yelled at by them. My daughter has been especially hard. She is grown and has a grown child of her own but she took nasty feelings out on me. I feel hurt , angry , treated poorly, and unfortunately in these feelings I have turned the pain inward on me. Today, I just want to feel better but my feelings might never be the same.