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Old Nov 02, 2014, 11:20 AM
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in a pensive kind of mood. on one hand, i took a step back and looked at my life.. like i landed this part time research job for next year with a reputable government organisation, which i feel truly blessed for.

on another hand, it's the season where people around my age gets married. while i don't have an other half.. i keep thinking of the scenario should someone confess to me. my thoughts goes in the line of "sure he can court me, but there are many warnings before he could date someone like me who has an MI. because he will face many times where he might feel like ill abandon him (sui attempts -> hospitalisation) and the like. not a normal r/s anymore, eh?"

right. haha. other than that, just okay. can't say happy.. because my normal mood is okay. not happy. and i'm fine with that.
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