Hi Kori, I know it can be real hard being between needing support and not being able to accept it, but perhaps see it as you doing us a favour by trying to take it on board if you can, hey??
Because we care, we want to be there for you, and whatever you think about yourself we think you deserve support.
So not about accepting it, OK?? More about you giving us a chance to be doing what we want to be doing, yes???
And we absolutely get it really isn't easy for you, and there are no quick fixes. And it's absolutely fine for you to be saying how much you're struggling, how things aren't helping (I'd say swear at us too, but the mods don't allow that ). In fact that's all good, there are going to be hard times on the road to recovery. But just don't give up on us, hey??
We say you're worth it!!!!!

Alison