For a few days, I've been having dreams of my family treating me like I should die. I first had a dream I told my mom about my BPD and she started to ignore me and mistreating me in the worst way I practically felt hated and lonely. Then I had another dream I stood up for myself to my aunt and then everyone in my family started to shun me and act like I was evil and undeserving to live. I felt like I should of just been dead all along. I felt pain, horror, and despair that I was completely abandoned by my entire family.

I don't know why I keep having these dreams, they've just been recurring out of no where for some reason.

What can this mean?