See, Here lies the problem, I have Depression, Im trying to get better, things have been going good, but now it feels like i am falling off the wagon again. I have been working long hours, not only for the $ but to try to finally get a full time position at my place of employment. I have been on Part time for 2 years, and only get 20 hours a week, which we all know is impossible to live on, but anyways, the way things work at my job is, you have to bid on positions as they come up, and they go based on how long u been there, and if uve gotten in trouble and so on... than u get full time. Well, I have been biding on positions for the whole time ive been here, and i havent gotten one yet. I am starting to feel discouraged, and i dont even want to work at this place anymore, but it is about one of the stableist jobs in my city, so it would be dumb if i left. My director of the department im in has his little "pets" as we part timers call them, and they r the ones getting full time, and the sad part is, they r LAZY! And thats not all, I work in a hospital of all places and im in house keeping, and i am a very clean person when it comes to my job, but yet, the lazy "pets" r getting the good hours, not even cleaning what they r supposed to in a hospital. Its very sick and disturbing to me. Plus, to make matters worse, only the good people here get picked on about there cleaning, and they get treated like crap. I am at my wits end, I starting to feel hopeless all over again, and i really dont think my medicine is working anymore. I just really dunno what to do