I don’t know what to do anymore. I’m so depressed I can’t function. I tried to kill myself last month, but at the last minute I called my boyfriend to stop me. He took me to the hospital and I stayed for 3 days in the ER. I’m on meds now and am seeing a doctor. There’s no trigger for my depression; I’m just biologically predisposed, it’s in my family history.

The meds were working for a while but now they just stopped. I started cutting myself again. I don’t want to live anymore. I just want to die. I can’t stand waking up each day. I feel like I’m a huge burden on my friends and family. My boyfriend even told me today that he feels like my nurse, and that he doesn’t know how he feels about me anymore because I’m so down and I’m not myself. I’ve been trying so hard to not be a burden on him or anyone. Now I feel like I completely messed up this relationship and it’s killing me even further.
I just want to die. Please. I don't know what to do anymore.