Didn't sleep much and I am incredibly nauseous today. I have to make some calls and I am procrastinating. If I'm kicked out of here not only do I have no idea what I am going to do, I also have no idea what I would do with all my stuff... a houseful of stuff, how would I pack it? Move it? and to where?

I don't know how I am going to get through the next few weeks. I don't know who to call, I am going in circles. How am I even going to eat anything today?

Some friends were going to go with me to a movie last weekend but couldn't (and once again... they didn't call to say they couldn't, they just didn't show up WHAT IS WRONG WITH PEOPLE??) and yesterday I got an email (telling me they couldn't make it last week... DUH) and wants to go this Friday. I don't know if I will be homeless on Friday or not, I'm not going to make plans to see a movie. My brain is in the state it was in a year ago... can't focus, would sit through a movie without seeing it and then be upset afterward.

I have to make some calls. I'm in bad shape today.

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