Thanks everyone, for your replies. I really appreciate it!

Alison -
My therapist knows what happened, even though we're not talking about or working on it. My psychiatrist knows generally what happened, but he doesn't even know specifics. I can't switch to a new GP unless my parents are ok with it, and I don't want to explain why I have to switch, because they all like this guy. I might have to see him regularly because of the issues I've been having lately, and he is referring me to a hematologist, so that means another new doctor.

JoBo - thank you

cassie - I think it's a bit late for me to get help to drastically change things. I'm 22, and am already really screwed up. But as I've been told before (by my family, mostly), it would destroy my family if I ever spoke about what happened... Thank you

lickety - I cannot find another doctor. I'm not sure why he was pushing for information, but yeah, it wasn't helpful. It wound up setting off a huge thing that lasted all day and caused things to get very very bad on Friday.

Thanks for your replies, everyone.