It's my birthday this week, the day before I see my therapist. Last year he didn't remember, and even when I said that my birthday had been since I saw him last he didn't acknowledge it.

It really hurt.

My birthday is part of an issue for me, I share it with my sister who is younger than me........and I have these terrible 'I'm second best" feelings and emotions around it.

This year, I expect nothing, hope he would say something, but expect nothing.