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I was reading a text book for school, and I realized that I wasn't focused at all so I got really frustrated with myself. Then I decided to go on Facebook because I've been missing one of my exes recently, only to find lots of pictures of him and this really pretty, seemingly free-spirited girl. I immediately felt the pangs of inadequacy.
I probably gave you too many details, but at this point I'm torn between continuing to read and to stress myself even more or to put it aside for tonight, which will probably make me feel even more icky about myself. And which will also give me more work later in the week.
I never know which is best.
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“I beg you to have patience with everything unresolved in your heart and to try to love the questions themselves as if they were locked rooms or books written in a very foreign language. Don’t search for the answers, which could not be given to you now, because you would not be able to live them. And the point is to live everything. Live the questions now. Perhaps then, someday far in the future, you will gradually, without even noticing it, live your way into the answer.” – Rainer Maria Rilke
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