I don't why I do this but it's driving me crazy. I'm fine on most days when it comes to bingeing. But on some nights after I take a sleeping pill, I'll go to sleep, wake up (half way) and start bingeing even though I'm not hungry. Sometimes I'll forget exactly what I ate until I see a cereal bowl or something and then it all sinks in that I've eaten a lot.

On some level I'm aware of what I'm doing but it just doesn't register that this is bad for me. I wake up in the morning after a binge feeling defeated and think I'll never be able to eat normally.

I go to bed at night praying that I won't get up to eat.

Does anybody else do this?