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Originally Posted by lucami
thanks Kiya  but it is normal if my depersonalization is changing? sometimes I feel it different than other day... hard to describe by words, but it's just 'different'... at the moment I feel same dd as in the day I wrote this first post, have this 'feeling of talking without hearing' stuff.. but sometimes it feels totally different  I have psychiatrist in wednesday, so maybe he will help, but I'm afraid that this time he may say I had wrong diagnosis, and it something mental and I should go to mental hospital... mental hospitals here are scary, old creepy buildings I don't want to go there.... |
Sometimes we need to get inpatient care when things get hard to handle and when you need a starting place. It sounds you have been dealing with this for awhile now and getting a t is a good start. Being inpatient (if possible for you) can help to get you on the right track. They can at least, hopefully, set you up with resources to get you on the right track. It sounds like you are in a difficult place and need help, it is scary to think of going to the hospital but sometimes it is a necessary evil. I have no training in the mental health field and all this I am speaking from experience. You have to start somewhere and regrouping and finding out your options may help. Hugs