Hello,

I hope I'm ready..and I'm trying not to think of all the things that make me nervous about going back. Thing is, I did not have a permanent position, I'd only been there 9 months..been off 5 weeks, since then well they have info on my medical leave..that info..make me wonder..what my futur is in for, especially because they called me and I must see a work doctor about my sick leave..

I also know that when I work, I must be able to focus and pay attention to what I'm doing because in 3/4 of my task mistakes are not forgiving..it can cause serious issues.

So because I don't know if I'm on the schedule, (replacement staff) because I have not been there very long..it's really hard to tell my boss, could you put me at the simple task for a while, just until I'm at my 100%..

Also, the more I'm away, the more I'm afraid of how, when and if I'll be able to go back. I just wish I could go back without having to live the questions, comments and just be put in a place where I could work has expected without them expecting me to be top shape..cause really ask me to do and produce the same work has 2 months ago and it would not be the same..I know, I still can't function like I did in my usual activities, I'm slower, I take more time to think, to figure things out..ahh should go to bed.