Unlived- I have given up on the whole long term stability thing. It only causes new less pleasant issues for me. It's not in my cards. Learning how to manage with little meds is best. I am capable of. I am going to find out if abilify can replace my current meds but I refuse to add one thing on top of the other. For me dealing is my only option. BP is actually far less of a hell then the things I deal with while "stable ".

Yagalada - what are your requirments to keep/ get your children?