keep calling ((((((( mick ))))))) i hope there will be others that take your insurance and can get you in sooner. also remember, if you feel really badly, you can go to the ER and get help immediately.

i so understand what you talk about. i call it my "mask". i was so afraid i would forget to put it on, or someone would pull it off, and i'd be exposed. it's such an anxiety.

i found that my fears were unfounded in that ppl didn't actually know how i did as well as i did and when i would "lose it" then talk about it later, NO ONE thought i acted weird or lost respect for me. i had to learn that, though.

we're here for you as well.

KD